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June 10th, 2005
12:53 pm - SUMMER TIME BITCHES =D
Summer time = No school!!! =D w00t w00t
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Current Music: Frou Frou - Must Be Dreaming
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June 2nd, 2005
09:40 pm - Well...
Well yes it has been quite a while since me and Sean permanently broke up. Now he's dating some other girl. I'm still single and still searching.. yes.. STILL single.. lol I had a crush on this guy named Tony, but he only likes me as a friend, then I had a crush on Brad and he likes me as a friend.. now I'm hopeing that me and my friend Colin Carrier can get hooked up.. at least I hope so, but hey if he just wants to be good friends, like brother and sister. I'll accept that lol. It's not like I'm going to die of being lonely for a while.. lol I mean seriously.. well anyways.. this weekend I'm going to be busy, I have to go to an open house for Mark Bielech, then on Sunday is the entire Senior Graduation.. Then the weekend after that is my brother's open house. My summer is going to be a blast! At least I hope so, unless I can stay single until college. Well.. If colin does want to be just friends, then I'm fine with that, but I might get hooked up with one of my good friend's friend, who looks almost like my ex Sean Brown. Only cuter.. hehehe.. I believe his name is Ryan.. lol well yes I'm not sure but tomorrow or monday I'll talk to Matt about his buddy Ryan he's probably a junior, or sophmore.. not sure.. lol. I say lol alot in this entry.. ..... wow.. omg XD well yes I need to lay off whatever I'm on..
Byes peoples!
<3 Ryndi
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/ford/sydnicons/Sad.gif) hot
Current Music: None..
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May 2nd, 2005
06:17 am - OLD ENTRY: Wonderfull world of dreams when sleep occurs....
[b]This is an old entry of me and my ex sean.. I will forever never talk to him again![/b]
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My dream world consists of nothing but sweet innocent dreams that escape from the pisces mind; My dream last night was something special and something that I really do remember, It was actually between me and my boyfriend. Wow how did that happen? Well.. if you close your eyes and start thinking happy thoughts soon after you're fast asleep. Unless you think bad thoughts.. well that just leads to nightmares.
My Dream:
I stand outside staring at the night sky, with stares light all around me. Sean stands beside me watching with me, he places one hand on my left him then his right hand on my right hip; now standing behind me, he picks me up right off the ground and wraps his arms around me with my back against his chest. I felt as if I was flying being lifted off the ground that very moment. Seeing everything a 6'4" can see, I love being with him to know he's always there for me in my times of need. I love my sweet baby, as we fly amongst the darkness into the heavens of the light clouds, with our arms spread outward we feel as if we're graceful birds flying higher in the sky watching the stares much above. As we fall we land on a bed for two, sleeping instantly.. snuggled together like two love birds on a romantic night..
My 2nd Dream on the same night:
Being brought awake I sit on the grass next to a cliff waiting for my one true love to show his face, I sigh as I see him appear beside me, arms held wide open to give me a big hug, snuggling closely to his girl. As we laugh and giggle, I feel his caring warmth around me, like a giant tender aura. I snuggle close as a big blanket automatically wraps around us to keep us warm as a breeze blows around us swirling red rose pedals. As I reach out to grab a rose pedal it transforms into a full rose, stem and all.
END..
I dreamt of him, and thought how much bigger he would look in person than just by digital camera pictures. but if anyone would like to see what he looks like here..
[img]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v293/linkaton/My%20Boyfriend/IM000037.jpg[/img]
That is him,
Name: Sean Patrick Brown
Nicknames I give him: Seany, Sweetie, Baby, and possibly Big-Z (teehhehehe)
Age: 16
Height: 6'4"
Eyes: Hasel
Hair: Blonde
Body Type: Athletic
Zodiac: Leo
D-O-B: July 28th, 1988
Personality: Common leo personality; calm, caring, sweet, gentle, loving, good to be friends with, very touchy feely, and more if I can remember...
Bio?: To much to tell O_o!
That is all I hope you enjoyed my longest journal entry before!!
I love thy Sean Brown, he is my everything, I might become his.. Miss. Brown. Teehehee, sweet and so tender, but tough looking on the outside, but deep within lies a gentle caring giant. He is my grizzly bear!
Take Care everyone!
<3 Ryndi
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Current Music: Christina Aguilera - Beautiful
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April 21st, 2005
03:29 pm - Random astrology stuff
My boyfriend's thing
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My astrology thingie
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Current Music: None
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March 31st, 2005
05:07 am - Poem to my loved one
Song for Poem: Phil Collins – You’ll be in my Heart
When I wake up
I look into your eyes
Also you’re sweet smile makes me feel
Happy and secure.
You hold me close with a delicate touch.
Your skin feels like a soft pillow.
I look up to you for protection.
I stay with you when I am alone.
I present this heard to you,
To show my caring love.
You’re the sweetest thing,
That appears in my dreams.
Now that I have met you,
We’ll never be apart.
For I love you always.
You’re a new piece of the puzzle.
I <3 You Sean Brown!!
Dedicated to SirenXofXtitan
by: Ryndi
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: none
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04:53 am - My new boyfriend
I got a new boyfriend, yes I finally did! Woo! hehe oh here's a good website that he and I are registered to.
http://www.majindan.com/cradle/index.php his name: vashthestampede, my name: aishakatt
also
http://vampirefreaks.com/ his name: sirenxofxtitan, my name: aishakatt
w00! No flirty flirty! he's mine.. all MINE BUAHAHAHAHA O.o;
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: No music
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March 19th, 2005
03:55 pm - More quizilla stuff
You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!
Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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Your Hidden Power Is Fire
You have a strong and courageou soul. You show
no fear when it comes to protecting the ones
you love. You know when choosing between right
and wrong. You also are quite the rebel.
Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye
Color:Red,Hair Color:Red with Blonde
streaks that is just below your arm pits pulled
back into a pony tail.
Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm
and if your low just hold on..cause I will be
your safety.....don't leave home.....
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
brought to you by Quizilla
Your a water Dragon! Congrats! Like ice dragons,
you are extremly powerful, but show it more
often. You are a leader, and like to speak your
opinion. AND, you are charming, swift, and
great at dancing, ou enjoy getting stuck in the
rain, playing with friends, and swimming
anywhere! Wat-ER you wating for?
What elemental dragon are you?
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Current Mood: sore
Current Music: Static-X - Kill Your Idols
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March 12th, 2005
08:14 pm - Sigh.. lonely.. and already being put in a bad mood...
Simple as the topic says.... haha..
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March 1st, 2005
04:22 pm - Geh..
Another day of having bad mood swings.. what's the deal with that?? I mean seriously.. I hate having girl probs.. I broke up with another boyfriend, he wasn't my type and I really didn't know him. lol He's nice so I'll just stay friend's with him.
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Chevelle - Wonder What's Next
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February 27th, 2005
02:28 pm
Invalid video URL.
green day - basket case :: urbnmix.net
For anyone who loves basketcase I SUGGEST WATCHING THIS >O
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Greenday - Basket Case
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February 26th, 2005
07:55 pm - Wow..
Deep in my heart I am really a goth.. I really want to be a goth but I can never get the gothic clothes to be one.. I can't wait until I get out of my house and turn myself from being a nutty exposed emotional tomboy to a masked emotion goth. Sigh.. I don't know if that'll ever happen though.. I might stay as a tomboy but update myself to be more tomboyish instead of looking like a regular.. Sigh.. I don't know.. I might update myself to be more tomboy instead of regular, or update myself from regular to goth. Who knows.. anyways..
Later!
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: AFEkT - Torture
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February 9th, 2005
07:42 pm - Weee
What Anime Legend Are You?
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Ashley Simpson - La La
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07:38 pm - Hmm..
Today was awesome but it was kinda off balance, if ya know what I mean. I asked James out after 8th period, Yes I was nervous but it was well worth the wait.. I mean I wanted to ask him for a long time but every time I wanted to I'd get nervous. Me and James aren't dating because his responce was "No.. I still have a girlfriend." and I said, "Oh..". Well since I got that off my shoulders.. I now have a new crush.. named Kyle Hall, who's in my Science class 4th period. He's so cute! Omg I just want to huggle him to death! not really but still! His smile is soo cute~ even though he does have braces. I think he's perfect, he's shy, nice, and quiet. That's what I like in a guy. He has pure sky blue eye's and dark brown hair, (looks silver when it's shaved). His hair style is almost army man ish.. you know? lol It's so cute! Yes we do talk to each other a few times. I am like the only girl he talks to that's kinda weird... but I guess that shows he likes me. lol I am not sure until tomorrow~ wee~
Forever Loved!
AishaKatt~
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Current Music: Mario - Let Me Love You
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February 7th, 2005
03:52 pm - Haha boredom!
You're Lady Kikyou. She's strong and supportive,
she's spiritual and giving. Naturally a good
fighter as well.
What Anime Fighter are you?
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Current Mood: happy
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January 31st, 2005
06:18 pm - *Sigh*
This sucks ass.. Me and Cody broke up on January 26th. I knew that day wasn't going to be a good day as soon as I saw Cody today I knew what he was going to say, I knew it. I am hoping me and him will get back together sometime soon.. either that or I will have to resort to trying to get hooked up with James. I am trying my hardest to hook two of my good friends up, Gillian and Jon (They both flirt like hell XD) Well if I succeed then they both will need to repay me in return. I hope so if not I'll be mad =/, My payback requests are.. A. Hook me up with my crush James Mathews, or B. Hook me back up with Cody, My EX. Either one but I donno which one I should really choose. So my mind is lost in confusion also I'm trying to think of Cody as a friend not my lover but its hard to stop thinking about being with him. This is my first time with a REAL boyfriend IRL and not online. Well I can't think of anything else to say so..
Later!
~Always~
~AishaKatt~
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry
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January 21st, 2005
07:11 pm - Buahaha O_o;
Buahaha I figured it out XD Cody has IEP's like I do for his disorder and mine. (His is Attention Deficit Disorder and mine is Autistic Spectrum Disorder) He might of gotten crowded from me giving him a little TOO much attention. and He had a moment so yeah.XD
Current Mood: happy
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January 17th, 2005
01:49 am - .....
I am concerned if I am going to stay with Cody, He's been saying that he wants to be friends with me saying it to Gillian. But he's too afraid to tell me face to face because he's afraid what my reaction might be. He now know's what my reaction might be and he might stay with me. But if what he says is true I think I should be friend's with him. But if I break up with him I am gonna regret breaking up with him, As my mom said "There are other guy's out there" Hell that's pretty much fuckin' true right there. Lol I think I might stay with him. But If it turns out that he just wants to be my friend. That's fine, Because I still have my eye's set on James. The one I had a crush on since the 8th grade pretty much. =/ I am REALLY tired right now.. oi..
Current Mood: sad
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January 9th, 2005
11:18 am - eep!
Damn it's been a while since I've updated at all! geez! X.x; probably a month or so... but still! anyways I am back again! And I'm no longer single! I have a boyfriend from my school who is 15 1/2, 5'10", hasel eye's, brown hair, He is gothic, weighs around the 200lbs area.. not saying that he's fat.. he is but I would say big bone.. 'cause I wouldn't make fun of his weight he's like a big teddy bear pillow! Me and my boyfriend, Cody, have been together for 1 month, 1 week, and 2 days. =) w00t We started dating on December 1st. He obviously wasn't expecting a girlfriend for Christmas either. I wasn't expecting a boyfriend for Christmas. Lol.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder!" - My Mom's quote
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Hed) Planet Earth - Suck It Up
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December 9th, 2004
08:55 pm - Wow? XD
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find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
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Current Mood: touched
Current Music: DJ Quicksilver - Supernova
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December 2nd, 2004
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